So, I started my new job. It sucks.
Day 1. From the very start..the moment I walked in the door.. I just don't understand why people have to be rude, unkind...bitches. They don't introduce themselves, they stare, walk around you-into you, but can't even speak to you, act like they are better then you, look down at you, and all I am trying to do is learn! I have never felt so unwelcomed and in the way and looked down upon. They were skanky and trashy talking about buying drugs...I didn't fit in. The girl training me was a bit nicer than the other girls but not helpful...she didn't explain things well and went way to fast. This is going to be a long and difficult process. I am exhausted. I went home and cried.
Day 2. A bit better. Nicer girls. Much better trainer. But she made me take the orders and I definitely wasn't ready for that. I am worried about the menu. And learning the alcohol. I just feel lost. And my body is so exhausted. I now am going from one job to the next and my body is so tired. My eyelids are shaking. I think that stress, lack of sleep, and overworking is not a good combination..
Wish I could hug my man.
