Seeking. Yearning. Learning. Stretching.

I am at a crossroads in my life and I am anxious to begin the next leg of my journey. I guess its only normal to feel lost and look around me in all directions not knowing which way to turn just seeing many different roads all with unknown destinations. Its exciting. Scary, unnerving, sometimes unbearably annoying, but also very exciting.
I have graduated college. 8 months ago now. (Wow, that seems like only yesterday.) And now don't know where I want to go next. I do have dreams and desires--I think too many and thats why I am having such a hard time choosing which ones to follow, and pursue, and make into realities. I struggle constantly with feelings of inadequacy and disbelief in myself. I have come to realize it is Satan's plan to tear me down and be the stumbling block for those dreams to grow wings. I am in a waiting zone. While trying to figure out what the heck to do with my life. God is having my wait. Maybe the reason is to figure me out first. Well just a little so I'm more prepared, more stable? Basically what I am trying to say is that during this waiting maybe I need to heal parts that I might not know (or want to acknowledge) are hurt. Learn to believe in myself a little but even more...Believe in My Creator.
-I am seeking direction, wisdom, guidance, encouragement.
-I am yearning to break away from the comfortable, from Woodstock Ga, yearning for love and adventure and excitment and LiFe!
-I am learning..oh so much each and everyday. How to be strong, how to be a warrior, a lot about joy, a lot about patience, and pain.
-I am stretching myself. To go to places that aren't within the comfort zone, to try new things, to be a bigger better me.

"I can change myself, I can change the world."
-Gloria Anzaldua