Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i never want to be here again.

im scared of the unknown but would rather be ignorant because I think clear knowledge would be more terrifying and I don't think I am strong enough for it yet. But I feel alone. alone with this fear. this secret. haunting me. it sucks.

You know something is wrong. You want me to tell you. You said "tell me so I can help. I dont know so I can't help." But I don't wanna worry you. I don't want you to stress too. So I guess I'll just keep quiet..for now.

I'm just alone. and scared.
God be in control.

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