Every love is a journey. Some are a smooth road that you can coast on and others are a mountain to climb. Some are full of hills and valley with many bumps. Some are so boring and void of any scenery and others are making you catch your breath at every twist and turn. But each relationship in your life is a different journey; a different road and path.
This particular journey I am on has been a crazy one. Full of excitement, emotion, new things, disappointments and blessings. It has stretched me to my limits in great ways and some bad ways, but always teaching me I am stronger than I think I am. And my God will never let me go. I have learned a lot about myself and also been aided in becoming a bigger better person not restrained by my own fears, disbelief, or comfort zone.
I stood my ground. And you turned around to me. You surprised me.
"I will not lose you to a website." "Bekah, I love you. I want to have a future with you."
My heart soars in moments like this. But a part of it is leery of believing and trusting completely. But the true me says there is no time in this short life to be leery and not give completely. I have an open heart and I hope I always do no matter how much it goes through, I hope I never become closed or bitter or cold. Because Jesus never did. No matter how much denial, pain, suffering, or cruelty He went through...He never closed His heart to anyone. He was open and giving indefinitely and unconditionally. May I always be a reflection of His light and His love. And may it give me strength to keep going up each hill and enough light to travel through each valley. And when I am on the top may I give Him all the glory.
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